17/10/2010>>>>16/11/2010
1 month
4 weeks
31 days
744 hours
44640 minutes
2678400 seconds
i didn't phone you
didn't text you
didn't msn you
we didn't talk
we didn't communicate
we didn't say hi and bye
you always is my main attention among everything
you always in my heart
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
LOSE
Posted by Mich@el at 7:50 AM 0 comments
Sunday, October 31, 2010
心情
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010
守护者
许多男人都觉得何必为了一棵树放弃整个森林
但对我而言这棵树比任何一个森林还来得重要
愿意用时间等待这棵树从树苗变成树
时间是一种考验
等待是辛苦的
受伤时难免的
因为幸福不是必然的
爱是行动
等待是过程
你就是那推动力
不会有终点
因为幸福只是一个开始
或许有人觉得很愚蠢
有人觉得不值得
但我却知道不能衡量
不能被数算
只愿能为你付出
成为你的守护者
直到世界末日那天
你还有我
守护着!!!!
Posted by Mich@el at 8:38 AM 0 comments
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
幸福的遗憾
今天参加婚礼在教会,一大早就到了。
整个婚礼看起来很完美,对我而言遗憾和失落不曾离开我,
因为你不在,总让我觉得欠缺了很重要的东西。
在节目呈现时,小康说了一句,这感动的婚礼让她有冲动结婚,晚上喝茶时,他又问我看了整个婚礼又没有想要结婚。
是多么的遗憾不能和你一起感受着幸福的喜悦。
婚礼结束后,心情跌到了谷底。
好想念你,真的好想念你!!!
Posted by Mich@el at 11:26 AM 1 comments
Thursday, September 16, 2010
....
i need you and i willing to wait no matter how long it takes
cause you are the most precious to me
Posted by Mich@el at 9:34 AM 1 comments
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Saturday, August 28, 2010
心痛的幸福
看着你的讯息 我的心在哭泣
独自一个人 面对爱情的抛弃
我只能够为你伤心泪滴
你红肿的眼睛 是我破碎的心
想把你拥入怀里 在你耳边轻轻说声
我爱你
把你的手给我 陪你一起走下去
希望你能明白我的真心真意
我要成为你幸福的奇迹
你说过我能逗你开心
直到世界毁灭 我也不离开你
在你的路上永远看到我的踪影
Posted by Mich@el at 11:11 AM 0 comments
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第72天
今天好累,很想告诉你这只肥猪,可是看不到你。
我有好多东西好像跟你说
很想告诉你读书要加油
很想告诉你我看到你的成长了
很想告诉你我今天很累
我的脚又累又酸到我早上起床时抽筋
我没告诉任何人
当我的脚在痛的时候只有想起你
很想告诉你我很关心你
很想告诉你我有多在意你,多在乎你
很多时候想起你,你却不在
心情不好时想听你的声音,却听不到
累的时候想看你的傻笑,却看不到
我还能够继续下去吗?
最重要的想告诉你
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂
想要忘记 却让自己更想起你
Posted by Mich@el at 10:24 AM 0 comments
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第61天
最近怎么了
真的像你所说的吗
是我想太多了吗
已经搞不清楚
是要忘记你,还是要想念你
两个月了.......
Posted by Mich@el at 9:21 AM 0 comments
Monday, June 28, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第45天
今天不懂怎么了,好不习惯,感觉好不一样
是因为看不见你吗
还是感觉不到你。
好想你
我能怎样才能让你留下
要怎样才能让你感受到你对我的重要.....
Posted by Mich@el at 9:10 AM 0 comments
Monday, June 21, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第44天
看见改变了
很想告诉你说
你真的很棒
事情改变了
结果还会一样吗
事情改变了
感觉也改变了
真的很开心看见你的改变!
Posted by Mich@el at 9:51 AM 0 comments
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第29天
在昨晚的聚会当中,真的被神触摸。
在接受祷告时,真的感受到无比的释放
记得当霖峰说把所有的压力交给神的时候,不要一个人独自撑着
那时觉得好安慰,神你还在。。。。
那时眼泪好像开了水喉一样不停地流下来
好久没这样的感觉。
当然那时也想到了你,其实真的觉得好累,好累
祷告完了之后,同样的我也和之前一样走到后台去
在那里冷静自己,眼泪还是流着
洗了脸之后就呆在那里一阵子,一个人,脑海出现你的样子
想念吗?
好一段时间没去留意你了,
放下了吗?
看不见你又想念你,看到时又不想看见你
好久没听你的声音了
你的傻笑
最近还好吗?
Posted by Mich@el at 7:20 AM 1 comments
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第24天
好像好久没看见你了
我的人海里面仿佛看不到你的影子了
你在那里
昨晚临睡前
在思绪里面是了一首歌
里面讲到了带刺的玫瑰,就好像你的眼神
很想靠近,但却刺到我的心
第2天起来
就完全忘了所有的歌词
是忘了你吗
只记得带刺的玫瑰
我好想念你
好想念快乐的记忆
Posted by Mich@el at 8:52 AM 0 comments
Monday, May 31, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第23天
今天病倒了,喉咙不舒服,头真的很痛
思念真的是一种病吗?
印象中好久没听到你的声音,看见你的微笑,好想念,好舍不得。
原来每天过着猜猜看的生活真的很累
每天都在猜你在做什么
心情好吗
有生病吗
读书累吗
每天都只能够用猜
无聊吧,其实只是我无能
突然间觉得时间好像慢了下来
思念总是那么难熬
时间越长就越辛苦,越无助
觉得自己好像一个朋友
情况跟他真的很像
可是又能怎样呢
Posted by Mich@el at 8:00 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第18天
今天早上起身天黑黑的,好不想去工作,想赖在床上。
做着朋友的车子去做工,在车上,听着收音机。
播着一首蛮久的歌,是李圣杰的歌曲。
歌名是痴心绝对,突然间觉得好有感觉。
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
加油吧!
Posted by Mich@el at 8:14 AM 0 comments
Saturday, May 22, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第14天
今天真的是很棒的一天,我自由了 IM Free,baby.....
在聚会时真的很感动,有很大的领受。
哭到整张脸,地上,双手都是眼泪和鼻涕,恶心吧。哈哈哈哈
不懂有多少人看到,不管了反正我一直以来都没什么形象。
聚会完了之后,听见JASMINE 和 KELLYN 说的话,真的不懂要笑还是哭。
还没看清楚就来问我,真是笑死我了。是想忘记,不是想念你啦,搞清楚了吗。哈哈哈
不知不觉地就过了两个星期,好快。
还能继续吗?
总是假装很不经意的留意她的消息,她受伤我会没感觉吗?可是我能做什么呢?
只会看见她开心笑的一面就足够了吗?
悲伤有谁帮她扛呢,一个人真的会很辛苦,可是我真的没办法!
Posted by Mich@el at 9:20 AM 2 comments
Sunday, May 16, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第8天
我是个失败的人。
那天晚上看见你的笑容,感觉到你的开心
我也觉得很开心。
你的笑容仿佛藏着毒药,忍不住地传了一个简讯给你,
教我怎样才能忘记你。
第2天再次看到你,逼着自己不看你,你觉得我做到吗。
你总是用那可爱的表情对着我,想要弄我开心的样子,
而我能怎样呢?
Posted by Mich@el at 9:15 AM 0 comments
Friday, May 14, 2010
想忘记你的日子-第6天
今天在去做工的路上
突然间想起一首歌
是郭静的我不想忘记你
哼起了它的歌词
我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
我不想忘记你
Posted by Mich@el at 1:35 AM 0 comments
Monday, May 10, 2010
Sunday, May 9, 2010
想忘记你的日子----第1天
强逼自己不去想你原来真的很难
不断地让自己忙只是不让自己有时间传简讯给你
很难熬
看见你但却逼自己不去看多你一眼,不去找你聊天
顿时觉得很不知然,很不习惯
总是想说看多一下不要紧吧,就是心软
对你和自己感到失望,都是很失败
每次都很容易的在人海当中看见你的笑容
每次都增加我对你的思念
可是今天用了很冷的眼神望着你
心里只有伤心和痛
这日子不懂要持续多久
很难受
Posted by Mich@el at 11:25 AM 0 comments
Monday, April 19, 2010
一首歌
车子里 收音机 空气中 还飘着雨
在这个 深夜里 你应该 在他那里
有多久没再遇见你 房里没了你的气息
而我终于 扔掉了 你给我的 所有东西
我可以 填满了 生活里 每寸空隙
我知道 不容易 但我仍 试着继续
听说你比从前开心 我还能有怎样的情绪
除了祝福 我不想再 多说一句
他很好 他多好
这些我并不需要知道
再难忘掉 多狂烈的拥抱
这回忆他也给不到
他多好 和我不同的好
最后是谁不重要
因为我知道 爱情不 能作 比较
就算是今天换一个人依靠
明天谁又比谁好
爱 看不到 听不到 怎么作比较
Posted by Mich@el at 10:59 AM 0 comments
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Looking at u...
try to feel u...
try to understand u...
try to hate u..
but finally i realised i do miss u...
Posted by Mich@el at 10:34 AM 0 comments
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Happy Days
The past few days really full with joys and hapiness..woohoo!!!
Zoe n Melvin wedding..then wedding dinner at Resaurant Oversea on sunday...then got conference at Shah Alam Concorde Hotel..
Although ervy activity was pack and rush but really enjoy it so much and have lots of bonding session with all friends...hehe
Took lots of photo during the wedding ceremony and wedding dinner of Zoe Melvin wedding..but all photo at other ppls camera,need to take from them only can upload...every1 was looking so good,wearing so pretty and handsome and every1 took lots of photo...hahaha
During the wedding dinner on sunday...every guy look smart and handsome and every ladies dress up very nice and gorgeous..lot of camwhore session ooo...hahaha...especially our ps.Jonathan,become the poser of the night...lot of funny pose during take photo...really not like the normal bo sou gor...hahaha..
On monday,every1 was buzy preparing for the conference start from afternoon..upload and download all music intruments from van..tired betul..every1 wear very formal and look nervous...cause 1st time serving at an international conference...a great experience for every1..
I 1st time play drum solo duet with David,thanks God for the guidance cause we just praticed few times only...and ofcoz 1st time play with whole CYC Band 1..our band 1st try emerge with percussion instrument...sound not bad...hahahah...but no pain no gain...i injured my both hand..finger got abit bleeding and lots place of palm turn black green...hahah...sakit betul..feel abit happy when she concern bout the hurt..love that moment...hahaha...and we took some very yeng photo and posted at facebook...very nice and love it so much..
Posted by Mich@el at 4:37 AM 0 comments
Monday, February 22, 2010
不只是朋友
你身边的女人总是迷人
你追逐的爱情总是游戏
在你的眼里
我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
你开心地时候总是挥霍
你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里
我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有
想做你不变的恋人
想做你一世的牵挂
想做的不只是朋友
Posted by Mich@el at 12:20 AM 17 comments
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
CNY
Tommorow need strat work again lor...hehe..spent my new year time in my kampung---PENANG..hahaha..walao...everyday hot till like BBQ beh tahan...visited all my relatives but no time for old fren in penang..haizz...
This year valentime same day with new year...just only can feel celebrating new year but no valentine...haha..luckily din get fat in this new year...haha...eat very little only...nonid spend more time on fitness...hahaha.
Dunno y just feel like very long time din see u ad...starting to miss u everyday...wondering what are you doing every moment...where you go...worrying you...haha....
Going to camp soon on thursday till saturday...hahaha...can go there recharge my battery...at peace heaven a cold place...hope it will be exciting and enjoyable...haha...should be alot of leader there...cant wait for it...hahahah...
Posted by Mich@el at 9:58 PM 0 comments
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
ONE
Posted by Mich@el at 7:17 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
Nothing gonna change my love for you
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would be all empty
The nights would seem so long
With you i see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But its never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now,touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I LOVE YOU
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I LOVE YOU
The world may change my whole life thru but
Nothing gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now,touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I LOVE YOU
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now
how much I LOVE YOU
The world may change my whole life thru but
Nothing gonna change my love for you
Posted by Mich@el at 9:03 PM 3 comments
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
无能为力
Posted by Mich@el at 4:19 AM 2 comments